camel

dear diary, i awoke this morning with a fright considering i couldn't use anything below the hips Jacob told me not to worry about it but quite honestly it scares me to death. i cant stand the thought of being red lighted with no legs that work. i suppose i diserve some of this being an old grump and drunk. he also told me he would get me a doctor but i hope he plans on paying cause i have no money.